Spending another night unable to sleep; took my pills, read a book, lay down, relaxed.
Eventually become frustrated. Lying in bed tossing and turning isn’t productive.
I get up, fiddle with my website, write some documentation, think about work tomorrow.
Manage some semblance of exhaustion by 6am… Maybe enough to drop off before 7… I can’t afford to wake up at one in the afternoon after only 6 hours of sleep… again…
I like to think I’m having trouble sleeping because I’m stressed, but then lorazepam, glorious cure of anxiety and creator of unconsciousness, lorazepam doesn’t work. I don’t know how to deal with this.